Where do I start with this?
So here's my look on your whole situation.
You having CloudFish delete LovieDovie was entirely unnecessary.
Why?
Nobody really appeared to hate you.
You seemed to have made yourself think people hated you.
Your antics last night didn't help you much either.
You outed yourself basically.
People knew who you were already but kept quiet about it.
Why?
Who knows.
Time for my opinion.
You're young and I understand that, you don't really have a full concept of the world.
Don't tell me that you're mature for your age either because you're still a kid.But overreacting over a virtual lion game won't get you anywhere with emotional struggles.
If you're really having immense issues to the point of vague posting about suicide, contact professional help.
Most of us are still fairly young. (Minus cloudfish)
Crying for attention won't make anyone like you or crying about how nobody likes you will get the results you want either.
You'll only get pity.
Speaking of pity...
Pity-partying yourself won't help you in the long run.
It makes you seem more or less of an attention hound.
Let's reference to this:
ⱧɆⱠⱠ฿ØɄ₦Đ(Aka LovieDovie) [28|May 01:11 AM]: I need help can someone help me please
ⱧɆⱠⱠ฿ØɄ₦Đ(Aka LovieDovie) [28|May 05:49 AM]: So everyone guess I will NEVER see you again, I can not use LM it keeps showing ogre exception and I tried all microsoft things.
You were acting like its the end of the world and I'm fairly certain this was because you wanted someone to pay attention to you.
Bottom line, just don't be edgy.