Well, I've never had a real boyfriend in my life before. Actually, my best friend and I tried dating, but it didn't really work out. All of the romance of my life happens online (Yeah, my life is sad), I met this wonderful guy on Feral Heart, his name was Tobias, I loved him more than anyone else I knew and he felt the same. We had a wonderful time together, falling in love... Then he got diagnosed with cancer. He broke this news to me a couple weeks after we met I think. I was devastated, how could I know if he would still be alive after surgery? He had to leave for two weeks because he had to go into surgery with his sister, who also had cancer. I felt so depressed during those days, like my heart had gone with him. After the dreaded two weeks had passed, he returned for one day, he had his cancer removed, I was so thrilled! Then he told me his sister still had cancer and his family was running low on money.. So they had to get rid of their computer. After that, I didn't see him for 1 month and then he came back for 1 day because he was at his grandparents for a couple days. I had missed him so much. But after that 1 day, he never came back. He said he would be online for a couple days, was he dead? What happened? I still don't know what happened to him to this day. I came back here to Last Moon from Feral Heart to try to move on from him, I never truly will and I still cry thinking about him. Tobias will always hold a place in my heart...