Taking a huge break is sometimes very much necessary to mental health, Ulti. I know of vacations or things that I'm taken on when I don't want to go, but its not always avoidable. Mostly, it'll get me put back into the swing of actually living a life instead of being all, cooped up in my own mind.
Hell, if you really ever need to consult someone just nyoom over to my skype if you're ever gonna be online, okay? (wholesomewriter)
I know there's people who great you with a huge hello on the games and forums. They'll always be there for you, even if you think they won't.
I just hope I can hear more from you and chat.