Hello guys! It is Daska, or so now preferably Oz/Ozzie. I have been playing this for a fair amount of time. I'd say 4-5 years is quite a hustle, especially using bouncing back into the game from time to time. Though, just recently I have uninstalled this game for the 100th time. Thinking I would be done and that was that. I am obviously back again. I took the time to think and realized I have made mutual friends online. I would hate to leave you all dangling off a thread.
Though I had a fair reason to want to block everybody off, but it obviously helped me none. My depression had increased rapidly after I found out my ex cheated on me. Not with one but 3 different people. The relationship was extremely toxic and took a large toll on my mental health. Not only but past events have been brought up and ruined that happiness I had. BUT! That part of my life, or some of it, is gone. I have been clean for about 2 months. Although, we had been split for more than 6 months now I still was in the dark for quite some time.
I would also like to say I have made my faults in the game. Looking over it now made me realize my mistakes. I hope I can fix those bridges I've burned. I have changed myself for the better. For not my own mental health, but others as well.
I am extremely happy now, though. A better view on life. I do have my bad days but my new boyfriend, which incredibly has tolerated my consistent mood swings and weird past times, and my friends - whether on this game or in person, to help me through those rough patched.
But anyways, I would like to say I am back! I am happier than I have been in a long time. I am looking forward to seeing everyone in-game, making new friends, and seeing old ones. If anyone, I mean ANYONE, needs someone to talk to, I am here to help! PM me on the forums or better yet contact my discord. ^^
Good-day/night everyone!
*Daska