Even if I've only been half inactive this feeling of well feeling like shit has been taking over my life for quite a while.
So
I guess I'm somewhat fully back at the web in general? Idk
From the end of august to the middle of september I was feeling really worried, nervous and stressed for really no reason. Sadly it got into the point where I started to feel heart/chest pains, since I don't have any condition regarding that, it was quite obvious they were caused by the stress. This only seemed to get worse and then school was about to start so I decided to somewhat take a break because this was doing no good to my mental health either.
School actually seemed to help calming me down. But I don't really feel the same you know? But I'm fucking 14, it's not like it's not normal but I feel blank? I feel like a part of me died. I see myself as a more tired and sad person now. But tbh I've been hiding true shitty feelings from people irl that they don't really notice. But I still don't like this change at all.
Last Moon and its family helped my out alot in bad times even if they don't know it. I was able to come online more this week and people there really made me feel better. My laptop isn't even working properly that much and my phone doesn't work but I will do my best to be on the forum when I can. I actually received PMs from people asking me if I was okay or feeling better and I have to admit it made my heart warm up.
I would like to thank everyone who supported me, like the fact that I'm just "someone in a screen" but you guys still care so much makes me really happy.
Again I'll try to be more active here. Okay I'm done with all this emotional stuff, I'll just look at LiS emotional stuff now, take care guys
