I'd like to leave an apology note to all those out there that I have lied to for years.
My name is not
Levi, i'm not really
20, I don't live in
Japan, and no i'm not a
male.
i'm like everyone else, but made terrible mistakes in the past that has stopped me from becoming what I once wished I could be today.
I plead and beg for forgiveness of my mistakes, and that I truthfully, with no doubt, apologize for these sins and for keeping this unworthy lie to tell to all.
This is very embarrassing for me to admit, I've kept this idiotic lie towards everyone to keep my identity invisible to the world web for all eyes to see. I feel free, but still responsible for the damage I've done. I look back at myself now, and I wish I hadn't done what I had once did. It was immature, it was selfish, unkind, and it was defiantly unnecessary.
And many have asked,
why have you been lying about who you are?Well my answer is that;
1. Wanted to stay invisible to the internet.
2. I don't like being treated like i'm a fucking infant.
3. I don't like people thinking i'm to young to follow my dreams, i've always been interested in programing, coding, digital art and many other subjects.
Now, i'm opening up because i'm proud to show who I am to everyone! Still kinda prissy about being treated like a child, so don't step there. My dream, well, it's been partially fulfilled. Since I have put together my own IT server. Only issue is I don't want to be the owner, I want to feel like part of the team, not the reliable source. (Not saying if you're the owner you don't feel like part of the crowd)
Ever since I came across Last Moon, i've set a goal of helping the game grow, to develop. I had a chance to do that, but blew it over a profound number of mistakes i've made in the past. All because I stole art, my throne of lies, betraying loved ones, faking my own voice, etc.
I hate myself for all of this, it breaks my heart even remembering what i've done.
I just want everyone to know i've changed, if you still don't like me because of my past, that's fine. I'm not asking for YOUR sympathy.
If you can't take me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best - Machine Gun Kelly