As a few of you have noticed I haven't been on half as much as I used to be and the times I am on it's not usually for very long, but I figured I'd just say why and that it won't be changing any time soon. As of late I've not felt as welcome or wanted around the place *Through my own doing I'll not get into that though* So I've not been showing up. I used to enjoy being around and felt people enjoyed me being around, but now I just feel tolerated at best and I'm sorry I've made you guys feel how you do about me. I know I did some stupid stuff and I understand, but I am seriously sorry and if you guys would prefer me to just go completely feel free to say and I will.